I couldn’t sleep after what happened.

Life sucks. I thought 2012 would be better for me,
but it turns out, it far worse than past years combined.
And it just started.
Awesome.

Can I just fall asleep and never wake up?
Until the moment I CAN actually fall asleep,
I’ll be listening to Maroon 5, because sad songs make me
feel more sad, and crying my eyes out till they run out
of tears to cry.